Why do I keep using sunglasses when I've a nice 3 colored eyes?
-I don't need you people to see me crying.
Why do I always wear headphones?
-To felt alone, like I always am, and don't ear a fucking thing that people say, beacuse it's only crap getting out their month.
Why don't I smile?
-First I've an horrible smile, second, why should I? I wasn't made for that, that's why God doesn't gave me a nive pair of teeh, because He new that I'll never need it, it's impossible for ya to see my mouth thist way [ :) ]
Why don't I care about people?
-Well that's not absolutely true, I care about the person I like, she's everything to me and everything that matters. But I can't be present with a smile upon my dead face everytime you need me, because I can't, I'm sorry but I really can't, if I'm sad, truly sad, crying all over my face, I can't just be with you happy, ready to listen your craps about all of your happiness.
Why do I walk with a lighter if I don't smoke?
-Because it's so lol freaking funny. Have you ever tried to do some tricks with a zippo? It's addictive. And I turn my lighter in a sign of hope, like an amulet, give me the hope to some day I find you, until the flame still burns, there's still hope. The A marked on the front have a meaning, or had a meaning.
Why am I always sayng that wanna die?
-Cause it's so fucking true! I'm better dead, I'm tired, everything goes wrong, I've never had a peace of luck in my life, and when I think everything's gonna change, forget it, it won't, and it's like a cicle, always the same shit every time. Now just try to follow my logic: I'm always sad, never happy, and I don't want to be sad, because sadness it's a very very bad feeling. A dead person doesn't have feelings, so it won't have a peace of sadness in its hearth, so WTF am I waiting here? Let's die!
Why do I get bored with people happiness?
-Because it never happens to me! Yes freaking fucking sure that I'm jealous! All I want is the girl I like, and I never got her... FUCK!
Why do I keep writing in inglish?
-My English is horrible! Even a nine grade child speaks and writes better than me. This gets me very angry, because I was like a masterpiece when it comes to English, but now... I don't want to talk about it, it shames me, I'm such a shit! And you've to admit it, the texts sounds better in English, don't know why, but dead sure it's true.
