Hey there. Today I just came so say a few words that are running trough my mind.
The
only thing I know for sure is that if I wanna start a new chapter in my
life I wanted you to be by my side in this new fresh start. Yes, I'm
pretty sure about that, one time in my life I wouldn't think twice. I'm
so freaking interested in you, I can't take you off my head since the
first time I saw you. Damn you're so pretty, you're beautiful that's
for sure. There's something about your eyes, don't know what but some
people say it's because your look bring me up some old memories, that
you look like a person that I've loved before. I don't know if they're
right or not, but I know that I can't take you're picture off my head,
I'm always thinking about ya, and just one message of you is enough to
bring me a stupid smile upon my dead face.
But
deep down inside I'm scared, I'm scared to fall in love, right now I'm
to much focused on you and believe me, I know for sure where this will
take me.
If I've a sign or something to show
that you're interested in me, I didn't care to suffer and fight if I
knew that in the end you'll be with me. But I'm just to much tired, I
don't know if I can suffer even more, all of my struggles were in vain,
why should I believe that with you it will be different?
You know what? It wont be, just forget it.
I don't even know what I'm writing here, I'm just screaming what my heart can't tell.
