I don't know what to do, what to say, I can't even know what is going trough my mind right now. Wherever I go I'm always thinking about one thing, everything else just passed by. When everyone asks me what I feel about you, I answer you're just a special friend, but how special are you to me? I was thinking about that in the last few days and I came to only one conclusion, you're more special than I ever thought you were. I was dying to see you in the last week, in the last day, today... The days passed by, holidays are almost over, and I wasn't capable of seeing you another time.
There's so much I wanna say but so lack of courage. I'm always thinking what would you do if I told ya everything that goes in my head, everything I feel about you. I miss you right now, sometimes I wish you miss me to, that you feel the same way I do.
Every time I look at the phone and see your message there's something strange happening with my mouth, it's inevitable, a stupid smile appears, it's like, me going all crazy just because you text me, cause every time you do that means you were thinking about me, and yes, that feels great! But sometimes I don't say nothing cause I'm just waiting for you to say something, I don't want to bore you so much. I think to my self, and if, if you were the one that is waiting for me? Well that's what I'de liked to hear, but I don't know if that's the truth that lays beside me.
My head isn't in this world right now, is always thinking in you, where would you be, when would I see you again. So much questions and just a few answers, and non of them are the answer I'm looking for to solve this problem. Yes this is like a big issue, I can't focus on anything else beyond you, is like, I go to sleep so the time can pass quicker just to talk to you one more time on a new day. It's a new day, it's a new hope to see you again, you're incredible beautiful, funny and the thing I love most about you is that you're so friendly, always with a shinny smile on your face, dammit it's like impossible to don't like you.
After all, next time someone asks me what I feel for you, my answer will be so simple, "I'm totally in love for her".
